The
Water
Hit my
Teeth
Like
tin Foil.
—
I am
Organs
-isming.
Hands
Over
Fists
Full of
Static.
—
“I just
Don’t
Feel
Good,”
Used
To Be a
Reason
Only
Good
Enough
For
Anyone
But me.
—
My senses
Pour- and
Be-trayed
Our insides.
Alexithymia
Disconnected
The dots
Between
My lines.
—
My skins
Turn red
In alarm
—-of—-
Feelings
I cannot
Compute,
Only
Shake
Free.
—
I have
Been…
Spite—
——Full.
Visceral
Anarchy.
A fire
In me
Refuses—
Dormancy.
—
“It does
Not have
To be——
This way,”
I scream
Into
Future
Silence.
Words
Said for
Other
People’s
Children.