no matter
how inebriated
or tired
my body
has enacted
upon ourself,

i always
want to
go to
the
casino.

i want
to be
where
the air
is full
of crutch;

my natural
habitat.

like prey
to predator,
predestined
to be
scavenged
upon
by
my own
bad decisions

I relish
to exist
in the
aura
of accepted
reliance.

shuttle me
to
the arena
where all
substance
abuse
and habitual
self-destruction
are glorified.

after all
this
healthy

my body
yearns
to be 

drug

with
all who
walk in

down
down
down.