My energy has always been large, and when I am suffering, I am accustomed to loved ones witnessing my inconsolability. I know feelings of being expressibly uncontainable, intimately.

When pains come to visit me, the gravity of my sorrow isn’t expressed to be consoled, but to be felt in their fullness and released by me and me alone.

If you love me, you need to unlearn normal emotional policing and respect the enormity of my creation / release processes. What I feel has little to do with you.