“oh, They Must Be Masturbating”

My actual thought if I see someone is: -sitting alone with sunglasses on in a parked car at any park, -sitting alone in a hotel hottub, -me, -peewee herman. — i just left a sweat mark on a brick wall, a brick mark on a sweat back, and not even from anything fun.

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Nobody

Craves a fucking salad. chop me up and throw me into your mouth, crunch down on me and swallow eating me will not nourish you [but that isn’t what you’re going for] sweetheart, i will not make you beautiful but you will love me for it. — Crisp

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Blaine

i don’t remember you most of the time. It was 2005, or 6 & you worked at Starbucks. I didn’t remember your name, but you knew mine. — you messaged me on AIM, like we did back then. I was inexperienced, and you knew just what to say. i didn’t especially like you, but you…

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Sexual Autonomy: Capitalistic “Free Market” Style

the subject jailed in her own brain cell is released after a near decade Of rehabilitated self-confinement. “To any boy who has never been used as pole, alone, I welcome you.” After a lifetime of prolonged dis-value of her pleasure, and relentless stealing of her sex, she locked herself in her own head; As inmate…

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Giving Tragedy A New Name

i wonder, if she does not see him sexual, if i contorted his body back  tying limbs into my new bike made seat of his face and rode him through camo-toting town; could she even see us through glared eye? — Him being just as difficult to get up and down  My three flights of…

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PACKAGED PLAINLY in which sexuality is a production

since call out i have been rehearsing for this role. show, me. remind me we are built of friction; rubbed and grinded alive. — perform your frustrations on me center stage. what tale do our bodies have to show us of trapped want? characterize me [censorship obsolesced] i want to hear myself express freely. —…

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straight man uncomfortable with my bisexuality being mine.

Male friend cracks a joke about “[that thing]… being the tits” I agree “Yes, the scenery of this game IS beautiful, like some tits.” He uncomfortably chuckles, Like, It wasn’t for him? Like, he didn’t know? My sexuality isn’t just for him? Like? All women’s sexuality isn’t for men? Like – Like-ing women isn’t just…

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