📺Love & Anarchy📺

You know
It was

Quite
Obvious
To me

You and
Her have
Your own
Past.

—-

I read it
Off both
Your faces
Instantly.

I felt the
Tension,

Seeing you
Look at her

the Same
Way You
Look At me.

—-

I felt her
Presence,

Nurturing
Pinpricks,

A spine of
Solid Metal
Betrayal.

—-

Once I’d
Learned
They’d
Never met

It only
Solidified

All my
Hunches.

—-

The three
Of us,

Standing
There in
That hall,

Coalesced

By the
Burning
Nova of
Your gaze.

—-

Did you get
What you
Wanted from
Each of us?

My mind

Sacrifices
My heart

At the
Altar of
My tongue.

—-

It damns off
The absolute

Bloodbaths
Of adoration

Anxiously
Circulating

Through
My Veins.

—-

I[t] know[s]
Better.

My systems
Need
Something

To keep
Us Running.

—-

I[t] know[s]
We have
Poured

Ourselves
Entirely OUT

For men
Before;

& Ended up
Nearly dead.

Hello, Handsome Stranger

Just Outside
This Window

Of my head.

Thanks
For your

Continued
Patience,

My Cerebral
Peeping Tom.

—-

We both
Know

This is my
[-Paper-NO]
Digital Doll

Dressing
Room.

—-

You may be
Disappointed
To observe

The space
Doesn’t come

Equip with

A Gloryhole

For you to
Anonymously
Insert Yourself

Into My Hind—

—————Sight.

—-

Do you Like
Watching
Me slip all

The silky
Material

Over my
Shoulders,

Zip up my
In-seems,

& Smooth
Out these

Awkwardly
Laid Wrinkles
Of myself?

—-

Don’t
come
In……

[I’m Too
Shy 🙈 ☺️].

I’ll come
Out for the
Big Reveal

When I’m

Good
& Ready.

ForGiving my Being

The energies
In my body

Communicate
Unspeakable
Intentions

In Moments
When My mouth
Isn’t Quite ready.

—-

When I speak
Deep truths,

My throat burns
Red with Release.

—-

In moments
I speak from
My heart,

The surface of
My chest
Radiates brightly;

In brazen
Disregard of the

Shame placed
Upon my feelings
That pass therein.

—-

Don’t be fooled
When my face
And mouth seal.

My body takes
Me upon myself
To Compensate.

—-

The whole of me
Does not hesitate
To spill entirely
Out for you.

Love Sights & Sounds

“As
You
Wish.”

—-

“You never
Fall asleep
In your
Earrings.

Here,

Hand
them
To me.”

—-

“I told
Him to
Leave
You
Alone

If he
Knew

He
Wouldn’t
Love you

Better
Than I
Could.”

—-

“I went
To your
Apartment

And
Knocked
On your
Door

Because
I didn’t
Believe

You
were

Really
Gone.”

—-

“Only
because

I’ll lend
up not

getting
home
until 3.”

You are

The light beams
And shadows which
Curve round~~~~~~)

/———————\
| Every | Corner |

/———————\
| Of my | home. |

—-

I am every surface,

And we All
Want Desperately
To be.

—-

I ache, remembering
Your Reach——out to
Touch—these—-walls.

—-

My dear, you had one-
—Exactly————right.

I”m who
Couldn’t meet
Hall-the-way;

Redacting our chances
At——-last——-minute.

—-

Every medium here

Reflects only what
Could have been,

Had your absence
Not arrived in____
_____Place of you
That August night.

—————————

Mid-life Cry, sis

I never
Thought

I’d live
Very long.

—-

I grew up
With

Construction
Sites as
Jungle gyms,

Bingeing on
Six-foot
Beef stick,

Until I
Traded
Em’ in

For the

Salt and Meat
of Six-foot Men;

Clogging my
Art-eries

Til Death
Do us part.

—-

My ecosystem
Is rich with
Resentment now.

Shave
your head

And lose
Your mind
For me.

—-

Read my
El-lips-es

Like…
Gravestones.

Lick my
Pavements,

And taste
The concrete
Enclaves

Of our…
Retraced
Cemetery.

—-

Laid bare

I am the…
Heaviest
Medium.

Most men
Pick me up

Only to…
Struggle

And Set me
Back Down.

——————-