It hurts
To knowYou, andNot have You forMyself. — No oneWarnsYou thatHealthyBoundaries BreakYourFuckingHeart. — It hurtsTo feel. How GoodYou are atRespectingMy wordyReluctant WishesNot toSee you. Continue reading It hurts
Tag: isolation
You did
💭 [ThatBeforeWeEvenMet… HowCouldYou? —- HereI was MyWholeHeartBeatingAlive… AndYouCouldNotWaitUntilWeMet?] —- My heartHas turnedCryogenic, Keeping myHot BeatingAdorations Of youFrozenIn time. Continue reading You did
I ____ you
Like we’reMillennialTeenagersAnd I amScreamingFor you,Yearning. — I ____ youLike yourVoice isLearning how My earDrums areMeant toBe played. — When weChat I CurlAround Absence, Wishing—|you|—Would fillIts place. — I DepositTime spentWith you inThe savingsOf My heart. — I ____ you Like Eachitem Youoffer meChargesMaximuminterest, SecuredInside myModestly{-Sized-}{Memory. Continue reading I ____ you
Be-longing
At first I did notHave theStrength To pickUp theGravityOf you. — I haveLongTrained, LiftingCruel &HeavySubjects. — Your———-|Belonging~|Now feels~||Weightless|In my hands. Continue reading Be-longing
Your sounds
ReflectCherishedMentalShapes. —- Teach meWhat you Can look& soundLike, love. —- EachDay youHelp mePatiently—-Tie—-AnotherHeartString AroundTheseDelicateLinedTracesOf you. Continue reading Your sounds
My chart
ReaderForetold Emotions—|Held|—-Hostage In my12thHouse. — Allow meTo openA window. — Let’sMakeverbalAffair Of anAuralDilemma. — FondDecibelsHuggedEar drums In rhythmicLinguisticArithmetics. — In a worldMade tooLoud, youAre tuned. I hear you In ExactlyThe right——Pitch. Continue reading My chart
A dream 🤢
I pulled seapebblesfromcakedwoundsin myarms, one-by-one. —- I hadforgottenAnother recentDream,Of theseWounds My mindFinally Showed. — My skin,almostClosedAround SmallRocks, ShowingThem-SelvesOn myDominantbicep. — I ThoughtNo oneWouldCall meOn them. — They,ClearlyA partOf me. Small[but]HeavyForeignObjects, Snug-AlmostConvincingly-Into my skin. —- Dug into myDermis, they Lookedso much A part of me. Until—I beganremoving—|_| _|Them, pulling These layeredPebbles, stone-By-stone, from Deep craters TheyLeftInside. —- The moreI removed, The moreI could seeUnderneath Still needing___|to … Continue reading A dream 🤢
How do I spell
“I amNotWhoYou NeededTo leaveAnymore” In clouds? —- I saw you, My rainCloudLong AfterYour ownStorms. — I saw myReflectionIn the pool You leftBehind with-Outsee-Ingmy ownSelf, gray; SaturatedIn Ice……. CrystalsLitteringMy mass. —- I squeezedAll your airOut, with Watervapor, Andyou ……Still Did notsink to..…[my]…..ground—-level. Continue reading How do I spell
We Mirrored
In myDreamlastNight. Our feetMet atThe soles. Each of us On the flipSide of that—-Mattress. —- You………. pretendedTo be…….. ……Asleep, But ourIntimacyWas WidE——Awake. —- I Drewon you WithGreenCrayons, LeavingMarks, you Could——not—- Explain awayTo Others, inThe morning. — I got upFirst, toShower. When IReturnedYou were——Gone. Continue reading We Mirrored
Brush
YourHair. FeelIt’sTeeth OnYourScalp. —- Let itRemindYou, you We’reIn factMeantTouch. — SpeakFromOrphanHeart, “I Would—Like Some——-More.” Continue reading Brush
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