Autistic Gypsy

My autismWas told to meas Casually as, My “gypsy”Bloodline. —- MyMomToldStoriesOf both WithPride; FramingIn gold, WhatOthersStillSee asA slur. Continue reading Autistic Gypsy

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The last smile

… beforethe endof theworld, I exorcisedmaterialghosts ofpast lovers. — Never leavingmy emo phase,I grew bi andWith pro-teens. — I amThreeDots andDarkness Before A WorldOpens upAround me. Continue reading The last smile

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I am Saving

theSpace BetweenAll myfingersFor you. —- I’d let——-You Lie onMy rentalApplication If it meansYou’d moveInside me. —- I knowOur love. To haveit, and for it notto beallowed. Continue reading I am Saving

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It hurts

To knowYou, andNot have You forMyself. — No oneWarnsYou thatHealthyBoundaries BreakYourFuckingHeart. — It hurtsTo feel. How GoodYou are atRespectingMy wordyReluctant WishesNot toSee you. Continue reading It hurts

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You did

💭 [ThatBeforeWeEvenMet… HowCouldYou? —- HereI was MyWholeHeartBeatingAlive… AndYouCouldNotWaitUntilWeMet?] —- My heartHas turnedCryogenic, Keeping myHot BeatingAdorations Of youFrozenIn time. Continue reading You did

oiseauxwords18 May 202218 May 2022Leave a comment

I ____ you

Like we’reMillennialTeenagersAnd I amScreamingFor you,Yearning. — I ____ youLike yourVoice isLearning how My earDrums areMeant toBe played. — When weChat I CurlAround Absence, Wishing—|you|—Would fillIts place. — I DepositTime spentWith you inThe savingsOf My heart. — I ____ you Like Eachitem Youoffer meChargesMaximuminterest, SecuredInside myModestly{-Sized-}{Memory. Continue reading I ____ you

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Be-longing

At first I did notHave theStrength To pickUp theGravityOf you. — I haveLongTrained, LiftingCruel &HeavySubjects. — Your———-|Belonging~|Now feels~||Weightless|In my hands. Continue reading Be-longing

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Your sounds

ReflectCherishedMentalShapes. —- Teach meWhat you Can look& soundLike, love. —- EachDay youHelp mePatiently—-Tie—-AnotherHeartString AroundTheseDelicateLinedTracesOf you. Continue reading Your sounds

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My chart

ReaderForetold Emotions—|Held|—-Hostage In my12thHouse. — Allow meTo openA window. — Let’sMakeverbalAffair Of anAuralDilemma. — FondDecibelsHuggedEar drums In rhythmicLinguisticArithmetics. — In a worldMade tooLoud, youAre tuned. I hear you In ExactlyThe right——Pitch. Continue reading My chart

oiseauxwords10 Apr 202211 Apr 2022Leave a comment

A dream 🤢

I pulled seapebblesfromcakedwoundsin myarms, one-by-one. —- I hadforgottenAnother recentDream,Of theseWounds My mindFinally Showed. — My skin,almostClosedAround SmallRocks, ShowingThem-SelvesOn myDominantbicep. — I ThoughtNo oneWouldCall meOn them. — They,ClearlyA partOf me. Small[but]HeavyForeignObjects, Snug-AlmostConvincingly-Into my skin. —- Dug into myDermis, they Lookedso much A part of me. Until—I beganremoving—|_| _|Them, pulling These layeredPebbles, stone-By-stone, from Deep craters TheyLeftInside. —- The moreI removed, The moreI could seeUnderneath Still needing___|to … Continue reading A dream 🤢

oiseauxwords25 Mar 202225 Mar 2022Leave a comment

Oiseaux Words

I spew all these words at you, releasing them from bonking around up in my noggin causing a ruckus.

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