Somber Sobriety

My brain wakes up and cries for the death of its living baby. so used to hurling ourselves [booze] down the hatch, the still afterwake unscathed is surreal; like crying when happy, our system malfunctions.

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Addiction: Middle Management of Capitalism

exertion charred lungs feel good after branding, though spin class is actual hell. endorphins, you are not booze or coffee, but you are okay [for now] — suddenly there is so much more to do. Not addiction constrained to certain locations everywhere is a place to be; my body, unhooked from IV free to explore.…

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They Say

there’s always an eye opening moment before sobriety. The first time for me was the morning after waking up having dranken from the tank my miramo moss ball was floating in. — i remember drunk as fuck lifting the cold orb into my palms and pouring its contents down my throat until it was nearly…

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911

You fed and quenched the body of our friendship with flamin hots and off-brand sodas. it feasted on cream-dollopy scrumptous french pastries, slathered sizzling bacon strips in mayonnaise before shoving its mouth full of indulgence. now it’s having heart-pain under left arm pit, and asking us to write it’s will. it wanted us to know,…

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a Doctor about a patient

“Her body just stopped working” the doctor continued, “Sometimes, when you’ve got bad enough depression and anxiety, your intestines grow in on themselves and kill you slowly.” “It doesn’t really matter what kind of lifestyle you decide to take or what kind of precautionary levels you strive to uphold, you will inevitably die of -excruciatingly-…

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ten: daily prompt

“There is a saying that imbalanced Pitta individuals don’t go to hell; they simply create it wherever they go!” — The Ayurveda Website Says a 10 P.M. Bedtime Is healthiest For my pitta-ridden insides. Thank Eastern Medicine Livers&Guts Don’t Tell time. — daily prompts, inspiration, postaday, writing, Post Ideas https://dailypost.wordpress.com/2017/01/25/ten/ Ten #DiscoverWP I am unwell.Feast…

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