no matter how inebriated or tired my body has enacted upon ourself, i always want to go to the casino. i want to be where the air is full of crutch; my natural habitat. like prey to predator, predestined to be scavenged upon by my own bad decisions I relish to exist in the aura of accepted reliance. shuttle me to the arena where all … Continue reading gambly gook
“that guy always goes after -my sloppy seconds,” said the Manboy; referring to woman as gruel, some thing eaten off a platter, not person. not agent, who happened to once momentarily gravitate in their Associative sphere. life must be so easy as the subject of every story. Continue reading broke boys can only afford cheap frames
First published March 29th, 2017. ———————————- the body copes with habitual poisoning rather well. toxic mental-space appears normal when steeped in the boiling pot. — [don’t you know?] even hibiscus tea leaves soaked in shit water never taste up to their full potential. — leave the sewage cup, teabag. — Elixir Continue reading rethinking shit tea
Every night i drink, [and, I mean really drink] i forget the gods arent always going to forgive me. the next morning after desecrating their holy temples. i beg for their forgiveness: “please, take these offerings of nutrious food items” “i have travelled far from the bed i’d like to still be sleeping hungover in to worship you all,” “please cleanse me of these sins … Continue reading pray for Them
Before you get ahead of yourself, it isnt unusual for me to tie my insides in knots preparing for a chase. Do not mistake my lack of ease over -you as over-inflated self-grandeur. My body has -always reacted to interacting with it’s outside world like the impending attack of a lion. — Symptom Continue reading gut knots
The unluckiest day of my twenty-one year old life. I was working at spencer’s gifts then. and if that wasn’t -bad enough, I was wearing a fedora to a pre-release of elder scrolls skyrim, alone. I arrived to the gamestop line forming outside. I remember the air; a thick mixture of B.O. and fantastical gaming anticipation. and that douchebag, we both hate [in our own … Continue reading 11.11.11
The tenant calls the front desk to make a request. I, concierge, ask if they –need –anything to make their stay more –hospitable. some nice fluffy pillows –perhaps? a blowjob? “you know, you can –always stay the night –here when your wife kicks you out of the –real bed you want [long broken-in with the springs that stab you –just right] classifying as a, ‘home.’” … Continue reading room service
Weathermaker, everything is dry today. the calm before tomorrow’s storm. this day as useless as watching stagnant water feels. — Arid Continue reading arid: daily prompt
The terrible Loading screens Of people. Continue reading kids
The pull we did not have to try it was automatic. a cycle; repeated, normalized, self-sustaining. no one asks magnets if the cold slap of each other hurts on impact. we know pain we’ve felt when we see it. — #DiscoverWP Automatic Continue reading automatic: daily prompt
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