You calledYourselfGuerrilla, But I’m a________. — Don’t beShy [ ]…….I know. — I do notWant toBe a merePresenceWith you. — I want toTo PickYou Up, lay uSnugglyInsideMy brainFolds [RetainAll yourForm], BathingYou in myChemicals To shareOur feeling. —————— https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPd6DbyQA/ Continue reading Kamikaze
TheWaterHit myTeethLiketin Foil. — I amOrgans-isming. HandsOverFists Full ofStatic. — “I justDon’tFeelGood,” UsedTo Be aReason OnlyGoodEnough ForAnyone But me. — My sensesPour- andBe-trayedOur insides. AlexithymiaDisconnected The dotsBetweenMy lines. — My skinsTurn redIn alarm—-of—-Feelings I cannotCompute, OnlyShakeFree. — I haveBeen…Spite———Full. VisceralAnarchy. A fireIn me Refuses—Dormancy. — “It doesNot haveTo be——This way,” I scream IntoFutureSilence. WordsSaid for OtherPeople’sChildren. Continue reading Ism-ing
blendin with Stillliving. — Dehydrated,And left toDie outside In HarshCold winter, They areAmongThe many We chooseTo unsee. — Theirleaves,Curl in, As if to hugThemselvesIn Ought-em, Lie structureDecomposed. — They, thethin andvalueless. Rake theLikes ofThem up,& jump in. Come, postAbout them. A ritual toMemorialize The state ofBeing longDead inside. Continue reading Dead leaves
TheyAskedMe…. “Whatam IdoingHere?” — I SprungFrom aPatch ofHard earth. How dida BeautifulThing Growin Materials So Coarse &Unforgiving. — I BloomFor you inMy Body. —- After manyStagesOf Growth, My petals, [Blossom From ModifiedLeaves] EncaseBrightlyColoredShadesOf Blush. — I curlMy petalsFor you; BloomingTowardsYour sun. — I haveSwayedIn placeTo learn My ownBotanyOf futureSight. — Like leavesIn the rain, The cards Spill allYourSecrets. They drip outUnder myndEyes, lockedDown asleep. —- … Continue reading Growing from concrete
To stringLights. LiesUpon myLimbs forAnother. I Turn onmy Face, As LivingDay-core. —- They sayMaskingTakes offFourteenYears ofYour life. Trauma,SunkenIn To Our Skins—-——Deep. —- They sayFluorescentLights willKill you. Some ofUs mustTake theWarning,Literally. —- We, theElectricity, SparklingSocialSpacesWith ALLOf ourEnergies Til all our—💡 💡Burn out. —- I haveBeenLeft, Frayed WiresCovered In WarmGlass. —- Leave. do NotComeback MistakingMy bulbsFor yoursnack,Waiting. —- I have sinceSmashedThe fixture You onceGazed Upon. ReMade myself … Continue reading 💡I learned
A long timeTo realizeI wasFantasizingAbout aTouchJust out-Side theScene. —- The lingerToo long, A tiltOf theWrist. Place-Ment ofThe handOn theirThigh thatTriggeredMy pulse. —- We onlyKnowWhat weKnow, andThe pornsights areGreat liars. — The key-Words wereNever madeFor me toFind thePleasureTaking placeOff screen Hidden safelyAway fromPrying maleEyes & ears. ——————— Continue reading It took me
In my dreamLast night. —- “Platonically”,And Charged, You finallyLooked meIn my eyes And askedMe toAccompany You inSpace. —- I was soProud ofYou, IGiggled& blushed […In the wayI’m knownTo do………]So Much so That IWokeMyself upTo feel theFull impact, And endedUp cuttingYou offBefore ICould giveMy answer. —- This poemIs my “yes”. Continue reading You came to me
NotquiteSilverOr goldMaterial. But when A Light is castIn the distanceWe can reflect Her aroundOur mouths, AndBrightenEven thedarkestCorners. Continue reading Some of us are Bronze Bowls
At the endOf the day You wereAlways aLove put onBack order. EmotionallyUnavailable, WrappingYourselfPretty forMy PretendPurchase. —- I took youInto theDigitalDressingRoom, & triedYou onFor size. [“AugmentOur realityWith me, bb.”] —- You were agar—men-t I Visualized WrappedAroundThe BodyOf My life, Not justOn one FingerTo twirl areminder on, returning youBack to sender. —- I wantedTo TasteEvery candyInside theVariety-Pack of yourRag-tagChocolateyInsides, that You Kept 1Hand Over, remainingClosed to me. … Continue reading Final sale
Taught me thatWhen I sob, theInside of myFace smellsLike chlorine, And I haveBeen madeA whole pool Many times. —- Loss is likeLiquid, itDroppedThroughMy fingersEvery time. —- Life is veryPrecious & I would likeTo spend the RemainingTime I haveOf it with you. Continue reading The pandemic
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