Losing you

has been so hard
to handle Because
Seeing you was finally
being Seen By myself.


In the place of facial
confusion / illusions,
I instead saw myself
Reflected back to Me.


You stopped admitting
That, that person was
Excited to see me too.


There is nothing more
Familiar to me than
Hating myself enough
To let myself go. I did
That all my life. I am
Fluent In how I look
When I do that to me.


In the mean time,
I have learned how
To Reflect self-love
Without a middle-man.

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